9-6-12

Debated it all day and decided that today was necessary to adjust what is left of my mind to the idea of being back in school. I am not new at this I am now a full blown student. So now as the ideas become resplendent and the brain grows active. Where do I go? ideas of grad school ideas of seminary. surely i cannot be serious since my mouth is a toy box full of colorful explitives. Toys that have much use and invoke a flippancy that I really wish I had. I take things too seriously and wonder whether or not it is my predisposition or a sin eh could be both I suppose. Yes more likely both. So why am i writing. because the guilt of skipping this class as manifested itself and while i dont' do guilt most of the time it has excited me to the newly discovered realities of what tonights absence will mean. the obvious consequences are that after my trip to Jonesborough I will no longer be allowed to miss class. This is fitting. since i now must attend every class with one fell swoop of guilt and laziness i have inspired myself to excellence. There can be no other option.
 So why do i write in this misshapen way to an audience that is not there. Ah my love it is because you are there, have always been there my cohort in all of these deep imaginings. It was you and I that read the eye of the world series. It was you and I that dreamed of worlds with floating bubbles of scent that would reach a hight and burst. Releasing a fragrance that smelled different to each alien that smelled it. We were together in all of those jail cells too. laying out the bed perfectly so that the transition from incline pushup to sit up to later raise was optimal and smooth. I can still hear the chair slide from under the desk, metal on metal as I would sit and rest my warm forearms on cold stainless steal in order to write our Queen. She was so patient, so sweet, so devoted. Now she has created a beautiful turbulent world for us full of possibility and perhaps even slight failures. But we know that God is in all things and has always been. He gave us all each other and our resilience is complete. So let them come. Those that would tell us how to behave and how to please them. Let them come with their fear and weapons. John 4:4 Greater is he who is in me than he who is in the world. We come to understand more each day the power of faith and belief. Does it come from reason? is there some sort of sign that is obvious. First) I do not aim to claim that I understand my purpose or God's purpose. 2) I KNOW that God reveals his will to us and showers us with his love. 3) He tells us of his love through the Bible and shows us his love when we diligently seek him and believe in him. He asks very little since his yoke is light.
  So on this adventure of journal writing and blogging who is going to read? We will and of course the Queen will in order to embrace all that we are. Who will challenge? Who will motivate. Here is a hint. Everything seems to be so well put together in a beautiful little place nothing out of place everything as it should be. Do we want to change things? are we bright and airy? or wrapped in fur huddled by a roaring fire on a cold snowy night. I can tell you this; I am certainly eating the most tender part of the cow and not salmon. LOL

Ivory Coast

Here we go again. Perhaps this is what our military should be used for. The utter destruction of liberian militants and crazy African leaders. How long must the bullshit go on.  http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-africa-12067318

Most beautiful car ever

Oookk I think I have found the car i will get once i get my license back. i'm sure it will take it a while to find one and make it look anything like this but at least i know now. classic and stylish. this guy put a damn m5 engine in this one and it looks like he had the whole inside upolstered with leather. also looks like he did some smoothing of the body. so fly so fly. it is me to a T.

Even the originals look fantastic to me.

THis one is a bit older i think:

Yes this is an 86' 635csi

Why do i seem to post when irritated

ehhh fuckin Haiti. I feel bad when anyone suffers but honestly how do these things happen? is there no order? is there no sacrifice for the common good? how does a country come to that? anywho. My bride is in the kitchen cooking steak broccoli and pasta. now she has brought it to me and it is soooo goood. and aaah all of my irritation is gone now. I'm full and watching beauty and the beast. ah what a childhood i had. i used to watch this movie over and over. Yes gentleman I am a music man. i love musicals and disney movies. i love the creativity and emotions that are inspired from a good song and a great story. so what is your favorite disney movie? i think mine is either beauty and the beast or robin hood or bed knobs and broomsticks. http://www.disneymovieslist.com/disney-movies.asp I also liked the sword and the stone. "to and fro stop and go thats what makes the world go round".. ok time to get back to the movie.




i will say that i know what my favorite cartoon movie is and it is not a disney movie. it was the prince of egypt. which also had one of the best theme songs with whitney and maria "when you believe." ah ha what is your favorite movie theme song? mine is from the movie troy josh groban "remember me" anywho back to the movie.

Assassins Creed & Ode to Acura

well last night i went and got assassins creed brotherhood and I am just so thrilled! I recently purchased Call of Duty black ops and was definetly let down. I think the issue are games that seem to be designed specifically for online battle vs games like assassins creed where the entire game is created for one individuals experience. I prefer the later. I wonder why that is but the chaos of online play just isn't for me. i prefer to create my own chaos. I am excited to get home and play. also my fiance' is getting a car this weekend congratulations Sara. I think i will place on here the aftermarket products that you can get to personalize your car. I hope we aren't hurting the feelings of the acura. she saved my life many times and is still beautiful to me but there are seasons to everything I guess. although i dont quite believe that to be true in relationships because Sara and I .... hmm well there was those college years. Ok yes there are seasons to everything. God is the one who determines them tho so we never know when they begin or end until way later. Acura darling you are forcing this season to be over with not me. Come on babe how do you expect me to pay 1700 for your gaskets and now 700 for an ignition cylinder and thermostats or something. I can't i'm sorry. i'm planning a wedding. and i'm sorry but if i had to choose between my omega and you ..... :( i'm sorry my love but I dont even drive you anymore. Who would of thought I would writing my good bye letter to you ona blog. So long

Mountain Moving Faith

I was listening to Joel this morning and it was a great message. We each have mountains in our life whether they are in the form of addictions, fear, negative thinking, a critical spirit etc. We are not to pray about our mountains we are to SPEAK to our mountains. When Goliath came in the old testament everyone was in such awe and said that the philistines would surely defeat them. But the young boy David saw the giant and said who is this uncircumsized philistine that dares to come against the will of almighty God. David did not see the size of the mountain standing in front of him he saw the size of his God. How many times have you tried to quit smoking or felt shame because you found yourself doing again something you said you would never do. How many of you have been so afraid of the justice system or financial ruin that you have just given up on your dreams and lost yourself in hopelessness. If you are a Christian and have accepted Christ as your saviour you have the power and authority of something and someone far greater than anything this world can create. There is a peace and safety that exists in Christ. It is yours! it is His gift! It is what He died for! Speak over your mountains! "In the name of all mighty God you will have no more power over me. I rebuke you in the name of Jesus who died for me and rose with all power in His hands." More later....

Billy reid

Yes yes this is the reason I wish I wasn't so broke right now. I love this designers style. Rugged yet expensive because of classic style and quality materials. Fuckin fantastic. Can I just get a pair of the boots? I'd wear them everyday if I could. http://www.billyreid.com/

These are my favorites:

Links for today.

Why are they even giving this man a trial. He should be eviscerated throu his rectum.



http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/2963086.stm

Here is a recent video http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/programmes/hardtalk/9184283.stm

On a lighter note we chose our wedding caterer today !! Praise the Lord! http://www.catering.com/site-flash/main.asp           

The beginning

Well my fiance' is quite the blogger so I thought I would begin to find an outlet as well. I don't intend to have followers so I will simply write this blog for an imaginary audience of thousands of people that want to be like me or perhaps myself when the younger days of pot smoking have stolen all of my memories. No I am not a hypochondriac and no I do not know anything about alzheimers.
   I will not be correct in my grammar nor in my spacing. I will try to be a bit politically correct because I have no idea who might stumble upon this. I am not a bigot altho my fiance' might disagree. I work at a job where I am constantly dealing with the public so I have tendency to simply be opinionated. Not irrationally so but sometimes strongly. HA Sorry. Anywho I will also be posting many photographs and posting links so that you can see the things that I am interested in on a daily basis. No this is not an about me this is my first post.